Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Send me an S.O.S.
I want out. I feel like I'm back in the hospital. The amount of food I now have to eat is too overwhelming and I can't drink another Boost or Ensure. Every time I get used to or comfortable with something, it changes again. Why can't I catch a break? I tried to remind myself during the meal of all the positive aspects in my life and about why I'm here and how I need to be here... but, I just lost it. I wasn't even supposed to be in an inpatient program. I want to go to school. I want my life back. I want out.